Again more poetry from me.

These ones are more recent they were written when i was struck with depression, though i am worse now these were an outlet for my feelings. Let me know what you think.

I wrote these early last month, right after it happened.

Sorrow

These tears which i shed
have all turned red
Draining away from my eyes
I always cry
Everyone says i'm worng
For how long?
I suffer and wait
not knowing my own fate
Where will i go?
Who will i see?
Will i be happy?
Ican't move on for some reason
my thoughts are always of you
What i had, what i said
When i'm gone, don't cry
You'll live and make someone happy
Shed no tears for me
I am not worth it.


Away

Pain is like the edge of a knife
Tearing through my flesh
releasing me freely
My stomach is sick
from all the tiffs
So today i say goodbye
and again i cry.
I miss you in so many ways
but i can't live another day.

Dark thoughts

I want to say i love you
But i don't mean it
My heart beats slow
and is almost gone
I just want to die alone
release myself from this pain
I want to tear my veins
Slice my arms
Shoot myself
I want to leave this place.


OK,No!

If my lungs still let me breathe
will you be there for me?
To hold me in my hour of need?
Where were you?
I'd rather die than have to see your smile!
You say you care so much
Yet where are you now?
In the arms of someone else?
Thats what i assume
You took so much from me
So much i'll never regain
So much pain
I promised i wouldn't hurt myself.
But i'm not ok.
like you always say
"You'll be fine".


Enough

I feel sick with sadness
So sad that i want to die
so sad i cry.
Why is life so hard?
my room is barred,
I've locked myself within
for my sins.
Cut my wrists
So sick
It's red
all over my bed.
This is where i cry,
My goodbye
I'll never return.